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November 2007
December 2007

designer, liketragic!
bases, shotgun

it is so pretty outside, and so colorful. i love fall (autumn), it's like, my favorite season. it's never

too cold, never too warm, it's just perfect. and all the colorful leaves from the trees. i just love it.

and the fact that i can wear a hoodie like everyday, i love hoodies. like, during fall, when you

wear a hoodie, you're not too cold, neither too warm, so you can totally just wear it everyday!

and you don't have to think about what t-shirt you're gonna wear under it, hahahah.i've been so,
so, so lazy lately, it's not even funny. this morning i didn't wake up to meet my friend, i just

stayed in bed and slept until like twelve noon. then i went to see my friends at cityhall. and like

yesterday, i watched 5 episodes of CSI's in a row. i'm such a loser, but i can't help it! and i'm

gonna be so sad when i'm done watching the 3rd season, cause the fourth one is only coming

out on dvd in december. that's so long. i'll have to start watching another tv show while i'm

waiting for that season, else i'll die of boredom, how pathetic.

misery's such a freaking great company.

ILLI IS NUTS !!
ADAM IS MADDDD!!
CHERI IS CRAZY !!
ME! IM PEATNUTS! !!

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

heythere,

i don't know how many times in my life i've repeated myself 'everything's gonna be alright'.

thousands, probably. and yet, a lot of things aren't alright. i know it might sound weird, but you

know those tv shows, with a lot of drama and -bad- things happening every single episode, kind

of like ugly betty. well, if you really think about it, your life is somewhat like that. yes, i swear. you

just don't know, and don't think about it, cause you don't see a résumé of your life every

thursday night at 8 pm. you probably already said that those drama-comedy shows are stupid,

fake, and ridiculous. but they're based on real people, real events, and real things. it's no science

fiction, no harry potter, no lord of the rings, no spider-man .. whatever else.





anyway, lately this has been haunting my mind.i've been scared to do the wrong move, and get

hit by a bus, if you can see what i mean. i've been scared to do this, that or anything. i'm usually

not like that, i usually do whatever i want, whenever i want. but i've been thinking about where

this might get me, and how it could affect my life. i've always done what i wanted without really

thinking, i'm one of those people working very hard until they get what they want. you know,

those people who don't stop at all, until they get that thing. well, that's me. and probably you

too, and probably someone else too. then, around us, other people are sitting down, relaxing,

taking life very easy, and somehow waiting for death and nothing else. it's a very interesting

contrast, and when you think about it for too long it gets confusing.



shud i continue liking her?
Why is life such a colorFOOL place?

but right now it's colorLESS!

darn! and believe me, these are only 2/50000 of the questions running in circle in my mind.

i guess it's normal to get to a time in your life where you need to make the point of many things,

where you ask yourself a lot of questions. but still, it's a strange moment. am i gonna die

tomorrow? will i ever have children? am i going to get the work i want to get? is the planet

going to explode tomorrow?

what ever tomorrow brings me, i'll be there.

hope.


something new?

rights.
bye... S:

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

Labels: fallen for youuuu....

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

i can be patient,
i can wait,
i'm just staying awake....
just give her sometime.

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

peter tries to pick on me.


" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says . . .
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her
seeThe feelings that you hide
'Cause she'll never knowIf you never show
The way you feel inside
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close..

HELLO!
yeah,

SLEEEEEEPLESSSSSSNIGHTTTSSSSSS!!!!
i MET CHLOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TODAY!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AT LEAST THAT LIGHTENED MY BORING DAY :)
CAMWHORING IS KINDA ADDICTIVE,
TMR IM GONNA MAKE CHLOEEEE MY NEXT VICTIM!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!
GOODNIGHTSSSSSSS!
SWEEEEEET DREAMSSS CHLOEEEE AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!
BYEbye
ILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

over and over i fall for you

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "

GOT MY EYES ON YOU! BRING EM BACK TO ME:)

" i love my dingdong. i swear i do(: "